I feel like I am just the slave for my husband, he can go off and work as he pleases but I never have a soul to help me or take care of me when I feel like I am on my death bed I just want out of our relationship! I can't take the problems that have a risen since his ex's death or their son he needs to get home and we need to go our seperate way's. I can't do this I am not the one responsible for this mess. They can go live happily ever after I am done, and I have never seen his family runnin
I will not go int o detail but I did not sign up for plan B I signed up for plan A. I would hate to send my step-son to someone in his family, but I will not have the unfortunate mis happing to control, and be the fate of my near future career of a lawyer, This isn't my responsibility!! And I am mad as hell/.
Angelina
I have been on the Zoloft now for 2 weeks and things are getting better but they are still sureal! My stepson is doing well still and hasnt had not one problem in school at all. I am very proud of him. I just need to get me back on track I a PSTD diagnosed when I was14 . SO over ly stressful situations are hard for me to handle and adjust too. I am trying though I just wish Rich would have opted out and stayed with his son.
Angelina Prayers needed to keep me strong and healthy
Well I went to the shrink since of this has happen'd, he started me on Zoloft and another nerve pill for my panic attacks I hate taking meds . I never knew once you had PTSD you live with it forever and when something else comes along to freak you out you start from square one again. I am just feeling lost and overwhelmed. I will try my best to deal but that is easier said then done as most of us know!
Angelina
It sucks here in GA I can't wait for the pollen to die down way down. I guess it is getting stuck to my contacts and making me miserable the rewetting drops don't even help long. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Man Desp. Housewives was great last night. I am so happy the writers are back to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sleepy I know it is to early to go nighty night but I am tempted. Bella and Newman are doing well I haven't had much time to spend with them lately but they do get out for a little bit w
My husband is having to deal with A-Holes from his last co workers from Germany! I won;t say exactly what I say'd to him in the email but screw them! If he wasn't as good a his job like he is, he would not have gotten a great review like he did from Germany. We can't please everyone can we? Some idiot girl told him that Germany sent notes about him SO WHAT WHO cares? any way's Im just mad about the whole micro-managing system. DDOG eat dog world.......RUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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I have been exhausted for the past month insomnia is catching up with me. Hard times u know anyhow I love everyone here and family and friends . I can't hold on anymore the sand man is calling so goodnight and see you all tommorow god willing. I have no idea why I type my name every time but I like it!
Angelina
I have been so tired at my youthful age lately, I have forgotten what it means to be mind, body and spirit young. So I have come up with a challenge for little ole me. When all of the kids are gone for a weekend I will vow to hang out with the girlfriends instead of say "no I am to tired." (which is true). Even if I do not go out with the girls maybe have a drink or two and go to a movie. If I am really being a sour puss then I will traet myself to a facial etc. I am so boring! LOL.....An
I have a few great picture's of Sydney blowing out her candles! She was excited all day but had to wait until 5pm for the party to begin. All in all she had a fantastic time she got two new baby dolls.... some new Braves (pink) gear. I can not wait for Monday this week has been hectic and nutz I think they have more breaks down here then they are in school it's crazy. Today seems like I have regained some control over the girls but I will see how long that's going to last.
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Baby will be three tommorow "big girl" time! She is going to get some of that hair cut today (first haircut) not short though she has beautiful long curly hair. So I will check in later have a great one.
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I'M CURRENTLY WATCHING SUPER NANNY! I am tired though still playing catch up with the downfall of life! Though the family is doing very well and on course. The babies are doing well (the humans) and the fur babies are doing great as well. I am going through trial and tribulation with myself on a personal level, I am doing my best to take the best care of my fragile package as possible. I am looking forward to August moving to DC but I have many reservations about it as well. Please pray t
My youngest was so sick today. Boo BOO (her Nickname) threw up all over mommies new comforter set. Then al over the bathroom and Newman!
Least to say the BUTT medicine as the kids call it supositories (promethizine) it works I am now trying to stay awake to give the third dose tonight.
Pray please that this illness is swift.
Angelina and BOO Boo. :mf_seehearspeak:
Bella was getting nasty again with her biting Newman and Picklepie. So Picklepie put it on her ( the muzzle) she can still bark ad drink no kibble though. Picklepie am not sure how to trust and deal with her she is over protctive and jealous around me yet still will try and take a plug outta me. Picklepie just do not know how to deal with this whole mess. Oh well maybe the doggie heavens will open and give great advice Picklepie don't know.
Angelina
OK Just a quick post I took my lunesta and it is begining to work. Des is a sweety I recieved her new shippment today Newmans belly bands. I think I need to put a panty liner in it or something. Lets just say trial and error so Newman had a bath tonight! My back is hurting again hopefully it stops tommorow is rest day for me all of the kids will be on spring break next week. Well nighty night.
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I am excited to see my furbaby pretty soon though. Newman is at the groomers he will have the same modified cocker cut as AraBella, I reallly can't wait to see him I am so happy. Also Des is sending another order out for me, God Bless her I am still arguing my point to Sassy Pup I finally sent them the page for usps that sayd notice left (says nothing about package deliverd. I now have the delivery supervisor involved they can't track it or find it I am wondering if the package is back on it'
Its been a crazy last 6 almost 7 weeks now I still haven't gotten my sassy pup boutique order, Proactive order, stulus pen, or my go fetch stuff from Des what is going on???????????? O iam so mad I am so stressed already but now I am truley mad and P'd off oh gee. Sassy pup won't help me they say someone signed for it (wrong) the tracking inforamation clearly states there was a noticed left on my door because I was not home and. GUess what You do not need a signature for that I have called th
Her Shih Tzu died last week. The vet determained it was due to vaccination interaction. She loves my Shih Tzu's but their breeders have stopped breeding now and I do not know where the reputable breeders are here in Georgia. She is wanting a male with similar colors to my male newman. Please PM me if anyone from my area knows of a upcoming litter.
Thank You
Angelina
I just noticed that I ordered two to many Gigo stools at a pricey 161.00 each I can't send them back because they have to be shipped via frieght back to California..uuuggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! then my tailgate darn near fel off this morning and I dug into the paint with it putting it back on.. (VENTING UUUUUUUUghhhhhhhh) and all of the kids were late getting off to school..
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I and the family are just about done merging the two homes! And still my step son has had no melt down ( which I know is coming sooner or later) Bella looks great I can't wait till Newman gets the mod done on him! (pees on his fur) Bella has the worst gas tonight though it wa DH nope it is Bella!!!!!!!!!!yummmmmmm.... Bought the pedi egg it actually works. Other then that preparing for Dh to leave for a year on Sunday!!!!
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Some people can be so hateful and mean! But I really get amad when the things they are stating are untrue or just plain idiotic because they decided to believe a lie. I am not gonna go into dtail but I think this ndividual has had her bell rung today by the police investigator. I am still trying to get her nasty remarks outta my head, and continue on with my family life. Then there are people that aren't even relatives going in and out of his mothers house (my step son) without permission th
I was very ill. The 27 yr old is still kicking! I am very happy to be alive and well today. My 105.0 fever is gone I only have a small cough left and have been given a clean bill of health. Although my step dad totaled his car yesterday I think this family has some hope after all. it has just been horrific problem after problem. I am going to make it because god wants me here to serve my purpose in this life. My husband will be leaving on the 12th for D.C again (office) THEN GOING TO
I have been sick since this Monday (Adam Was sick flu like symptoms Sunday) went to my Dr. that Monday morning. Dr. Says looks like you have a touch of the flu, so he prescribes an antibiotic and something to help my sore throat. By tuesday I am full blown sick horrible pain all over my body pain worst then a migraine, neck legs everywhere. Needless to say I had a 105.3 fever on monday and early Tuesday It would come down a bit with tylonol but not much! So I call the Dr.'s offfice at 8am Tu
My step -son is having his high and low moments which is to be expected. Overall he is doing exceptional, I feel so bad for him I have never had to go through this type of lose before (a parent). I just do my best to talk to him and be understanding, I do often listen to him when he just indeed wants you to. Hubby has training this weekend and week coming so all of the kids are stuck with me. It will be a great test to for see future TDY'S. Other then that please keep us in your prayers a
