Daryl Turns 20 Today!
I'm soo sad today. Daryl turns 20 and I just can't believe it. Seriously I just think, "where did the time go"? It feels like only yesterday that I was cradeling him in my arms. You think that you have all the time in the world and then you blink and he's a man. I've been having a difficult time for a couple of yrs. facing the fact that he's "grown up" and he's not going to be here w/me when he wakes every morning but 20! It's just soo hard to accept and even harder to let go.
I'm having a small dinner for him w/just my parents coming over. I'm making one of his favorites, beef & noodles w/potatoes. I'm going to bake a cake but what he doesn't know is I'm going to put 20 candles on it and like every yr. I'm going to embarrass him w/singing Happy Birthday! I'm glad that I was able to find a gift that I could personalize, it makes me feel a little better. I have also found a beautiful poem that I'm going to add to his card, something a little extra to let him know how I feel, (he hates all of this "girl" stuff). :(
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