Well, I forgot I had a Blog! I guess my mind is elsewhere these days/weeks/months.

I was just sitting around, doing nothing and looked at the clock.....it was 4:00, I said my goodbyes to my Dude at 4:05 last Saturday. I know it is supposed to get easier, but could someone PLEASE tell me when that will start? I am holding onto every image, every picture, every thought of my Mom and Harley. I am so afraid that I will forgot something, a little thing about them.

I never realized you could miss someone so much, each day I go to pick up the phone at 5:30 which was the time Mom and I talked for a few minutes (after she watched Young and the Restless). That was our special time and now I find myself looking for something to fill those few minutes each day. And of course, when I go to bed at night, I can still feel Harley pressing up against me and I reach to scratch his "butt" cus that's what we used to do. Beau Dude.....