Well, I forgot I had a Blog! I guess my mind is elsewhere these days/weeks/months.
I was just sitting around, doing nothing and looked at the clock.....it was 4:00, I said my goodbyes to my Dude at 4:05 last Saturday. I know it is supposed to get easier, but could someone PLEASE tell me when that will start? I am holding onto every image, every picture, every thought of my Mom and Harley. I am so afraid that I will forgot something, a little thing about them.
I never realized you c
Well, this is a first for me, but I just needed a place to write down my thoughts....
I very seldom doubt anything I have done in my life, but today, I am doubting my decision to bring Harley home. What gives me the right to prolong my furbaby's agony? Yes, there maybe a cure for him, but if not, then I have only added to his stress and distress. I just looked in on him, on my bed, on my housecoat, and I thought he was dead! I had to call his name loud to get a reaction. Will I wake up tomorro
Sometimes I wonder if this is harder on me or on Harley....I can't stop crying and he just lays there, breathing heavy, and looking at me with those big puppy eyes. When he does that and doesn't look like he is in pain, I am ok....it's when he seems to be labouring for his breathe that I hurt.
when will this stop????
I think I have figured out why a blog will work for me! This will be my diary incase Harley doesn't make it, or if he does and anyone else runs into this same trouble, I will have some answers for them.
Today is day 5 with the new meds and Harley is having a bad day. Very lethargic, he has developed a cough and doesn't want to do much except sleep. I did manage to get some food and water into him and right now, he is chewing on a rawhide (note to self....these are bad!) but at least he i
So, now we have good days...and not so good days......today isn't bad, it's just not what I had hoped for. Harley did eat a bit tonight (beef cubes for beef bourginon fondue) and now is sleeping while Mom and Dad are on the computers. Day by day.......
His breathing seems a bit better, but I am afraid to get too excited, just in case...
Still doing the same medication....and so far he is taking it OK :)
Oh, Harley is getting better...we have had 2-3 days of being good! He is still so tired,but at least he plays and, of course, he is eating human food! Do I think he might be spoiled a bit??? YES!!!!! but I can't help it. I so want him to eat and I need to see some weight on his poor skinny body.
Yes, he is beter...but he still has a long way to go!
Today was the "unveiling" of his picture in the paper. so cute!
chicken breasts for supper and he didn't hesitate on tha
Yes! He is finally on the mend! I am not sure I could have taken much more.....I guess Harley was tougher than the Vet thought, considering they only wanted to give me 2 weeks of meds because "they were not refundable". Well, we showed them.
God, it is such a great feeling to see him so alive again. Better and better each day..... all those prayers were answered.....
:)
