Well, this is a first for me, but I just needed a place to write down my thoughts....

I very seldom doubt anything I have done in my life, but today, I am doubting my decision to bring Harley home. What gives me the right to prolong my furbaby's agony? Yes, there maybe a cure for him, but if not, then I have only added to his stress and distress. I just looked in on him, on my bed, on my housecoat, and I thought he was dead! I had to call his name loud to get a reaction. Will I wake up tomorrow morning and find him dead????? I am going to go crazy thinking about this. It just hurts sooooo much....